New York, I Love You

Hello Dear Readers,
Sorry i havn't written in a little bit but not much has a been a happening. Well not until now!

I am turning 18 in two days! yaya super awesome and other such things that mean the same or similar things. So i have my party on sunday! yay super! Hopefully it will be good.

Another awesome thing that has a been happening, is my friends ad I have started an Online Blog (Vlog) called Secret Mens Business. It is basicaly just us talking about random shit and making a fool of ourselves on the internet where every single person alive can see us... you now the usual thing that bored teenage girls do.

I am also entering a writing competition for YEN Magazine, for the new movie New York, I Love ou. It has to be like 500 words and i have 480.. so just a little more to go...I may post some at a later date... so look out for it!

Anyhoooo... gonna go and watch supernatural cause i can!

Xoxo Alexandra Louise.

Vlog

If you can't tell by the title my friends and i want to start up a vlog... it will be so uber fun if we actually end up doing it... which is still to be seen as we begin many things and never finish them or don't even start, Go us!

We need to think of a whitty and just plain awesome name for our blog, it will consist of three of us... we will have an individual vlog on one day each a week then a forth day when we do a group vlog... should be good i will keep you posted...

As a continuation of last blog i have decided to go to the funeral on friday as i think i will end u regreting that i didn't say good bye if i didn't go... then i am going to see Alice and Wonderland for the 2nd time that night to make my sister and i feel a bit better... hope it works...

anyway that is all for right now.

A Go Go Go!

Xoxo Alexandra louise.

Illegal activities and hard times

Hmmm i feel kinda bad as i havn't really posted anything in like so long, that i think i may have bordered on the illegal.

Basically nothing much has been happening, i started university biggest and only news that i have to pass on, i can honestly say i have no idea if anyone reads my blog, if so Yay, if not then ok sure thats fine, i guess, i mea not like it matters.

Anyway so i am majoring in creative writing and English literature, which is uber cool and just a little fantastic and i am hoping it lives up to my high high expectations of it. Apart from that nothing good has honestly happened.... oooh but i do turn 18 very very soon! Great go me and my day of birth and celebration.

On a sadder note, my step-grandfather died yesturday and it was hard as this is my first family member to ever die that i have known, at least i didn't know him too well... not like my friend... but let us not tally on this sad topic... i will just say that i now have to decide if i am going to go to the funeral. I am still unsure...

I will let you know, how it all turns out... that is if anyone reads this otherwise i am writing to the empty expanse of cyberspace and only the computer viruses and cyborgs will ever read my work.

Anyway i wish you all the best and i hope to post more often.

Xoxo Alexandra Louise.

Unnamed

The decision to change came too fast... the choice was made for me, how could I go against the plan for my life?

I had been told, some nights ago that I was to become something more than human, at the time I didn't understand what they meant.

I awoke I am small dark room, the room I had lived in my whole life, only seeing the dark outlines of the people that entered the cage I was told to call home.

I used to be scared, but why be scared of something you can't change of Something you endure because it is a part of you. I was told I was born for a reason, to become a part of the All-Father. A person I did not know.

It is too late now, for me to disagree. I can't change my destiny now that my life has passed. If only I knew of what the people had wanted maybe, I wouldn't regret it all now.

I remember the night they came, for it was the first and last night I would exit my room and see the world, which I was a part of. They took me by the arms and slowly lifted me from my cot. And they lead me outside.

The fire burnt so bright, it cause pain to my eyes and all I could see was colour in the form of swirls and circles. Slowly I could see the people that had held me captive to my fate. They were nothing but men, ordinary people, but devote believers.

That night I learned of my future, too young and too late to stop it. I was to be made new as a sacrifice for the all father.

The ritual began, a change in the mood made the air slow and cold. One man tied a noose whilst another sharpened his knife.

I was strung from the largest Oak, strung from the neck as my slides were split open and my person fell back to the ground, as my life flowed into the dirt and became a part of the all father. I became creation itself, or so I was told would happen.

The death was quick and painless, as my life flowed through my veins to the ground below. I offered myself up the God that watched over my people... as I was told I was meant to do.

I was accepted as my life fled. I died on that tree, as was my only purpose.

But I got more than death I got life inside the earth... as a part of the earth.